You really don't appreciate silence until you get exposed to constant loud noise. Then again, silence can be depressing too (see previous posts) so there has to be a sweet spot somewhere in the middle. I hope you find it soon, for the sake of your sanity! And if people around you aren't understand then that's just as rude.
I went to bed at 4AM and couldn't fall asleep until 6~7AM. Not the first time, I always feel like a corpse the morning after. But, just 1 COFFEE! Wakes me up and keeps me functional.
I totally don't want the time to pass. Makes me sad. I'm scared of getting older. At this point what gets me to live is Visual Novels, GxG ones, I hate VNs like the Sakura ones, just about "carnal desires" and nothing else, these kind of VNs are the worst I have ever played. The characters are plain in personality, the plots are boring and it just makes me sad most of the GxG VNs are like that. It seems there's lots of good Kinetic VNs GxG but I like having choices. A lot of times it's a struggle finding VNs, especially since I have no money so most of the times I play the free ones or play them cracked. I know it's horrible to not support the devs but I don't have the money for such spending... They make me feel loved and in love, the purest kind. How could I not love them? It's sad they're not real. I'm very lonely, but that loneliness fades at least for a short while, while reading the VNs. What a sad existence...
I made it through. 🥊 Even though I won't have any vacation myself, ahah. The teacher asked us about vacation and when he asked me if I liked the beach, I responded: "I haven't had a vacation in more than 10 years." 🤷♀️
You really don't appreciate silence until you get exposed to constant loud noise. Then again, silence can be depressing too (see previous posts) so there has to be a sweet spot somewhere in the middle. I hope you find it soon, for the sake of your sanity! And if people around you aren't understand then that's just as rude.
ReplyDeleteMy mom is understandable but it hurts her.
ReplyDeleteI'm mainly in my music world of whatever I like.