Feels like this is the future, present and past.

Expectations and Pressure are not only exclusive to family, I had a lot of expectations for myself and find that I'm always pressuring myself.
5 Year old me would break into tears seeing me now.

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  1. DoceticDreamAugust 10, 2019 at 3:24 AM

    Well, five year old you was relatively far more innocent. They say we are the sum of our experiences, and maybe one day you'll find that they will have helped shape you in a more positive way. Maybe they have already. Just imagine people in your life that turned out really shitty because they didn't learn life lessons. Maybe you might even turned out like them if it weren't for what you've been through. Think about that, You may have a lot of baggage, but in some ways you are a better person because of it.

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    1. AlexanptAugust 10, 2019 at 10:40 PM

      Now to find a girl who wants to help me carry the baggage. lol

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  2. DoceticDreamAugust 10, 2019 at 10:50 PM

    Or at least carry your luggage on that long awaited vacation.

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